Pride…?

I’m having a hard time understanding my mom.
I can’t think what she is thinking. I don’t know if she really wants me to be the first one to say sorry to her or what. She is already talking to me but not about that think. I am still frustrated for the fact that she started it and she doesn’t want to end the conflict.I think I will just leave it like this. I am not talking to my mom if not needed. I just answer the questions that she asks. I think it’s better that way so that she will not bother me anymore. She won’t look at what I am doing. I will be alone and doing my own stuff. I think that is much, much better for me.

I’m growing to be mean towards my mom. I know this is the time that I should make her happy. But god, I am frustrated at her. I don’t know what to do. I have never been so frustrated like this to her. Is it because I have great pride? That I should not do anything before she makes a move? I don’t understand it anymore. All I know is that I am frustrated at her at the moment. Nothing else. And all I want to happen is for her to say sorry. Then that’s it.

But no, that thing is not happening still the same. She thinks that it’s my fault. I hate her. I hate it. I hate everything!

OMG……..
I have nothing more to say.

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